shit happens

so, i haven't really been on because i haven't been drawing, like, AT ALL. my muse for drawing went away a while back because i fell into this deep depression or whatever you call it. i just didn't wanna do anything, and i got out of this stupid mental hospital a week ago, (i fucking hated it there) they wouldn't even let you watch anything violent, you couldn't see or hang out with friends unless they came to fucking visit you during visiting hours. and it was so fucking boring there!! all they did was stupid therapy shit and there was like, nothing to fucking do beside eat, sit around and talk to other spychos or play stupid bored games or watch the fucking news.
i am so glad to be out of their. i hated it there. omg omg omg....
but now im home and watching all the episodes ive missed in naruto and all the other shit, too. and now im going to start trying to draw again. hopefully i dont suck because id be pissed at myself again. ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff